Music reflection (2- september- 2010)

Today i did the assessment, it is actually next week, Monday. But since i am going to Europe tomorrow, i'm going to do the assessment today. I was very, very nervous, i was nervous of my friends but not to mr. Sadrkh. At last the song was done, and i was playing Potong bebek Angsa, i actually got 8 only... probably i got 8 because i did not memorize, and i made 3 mistakes because i'm nervous. it wasn't really enough for me because it is over 10. So after the Violin, Guitar and flute practiced in front of Mr. Sadrakh, i told him i wanted to re-do, i actually got 8.5 how terrible!!! :( i did it for nothing!i just wish i got 9 or 9.5! BLAH!! its the same!!!